hello Lottie!

misshacksall @ 2008-06-21T00:37:00

2008-06-20T23:39:50Z

A WHITE SNAKE
A WHITE SNAKE
A WHITE SNAKE

misshacksall @ 2007-09-23T22:45:00

2007-09-23T21:44:19Z

i havent been on here for 11 weeks!
wow!
i have been too busy not on the internet!

life is well sweet

misshacksall @ 2007-07-08T18:43:00

2007-07-08T17:54:59Z

i had a weird dream that there were loads of zombies running around and i was in a building that was like my school with loads of people i knew but i cant recall who exactly. we kept running away but i got cornered behind a table and a zombie touched me. it was a weird feeling it was like someone was forcing barded wire into my palms and it hurt and i could feel it hurting. but i kept laughing and joking and when i transformed into a zombie i wasnt like the other zombies, and nor were my friends who had been turned into zombies. we were like normal people, we wernt driven by the urge to kill or anything we were as normal as before, but now we didnt die. we set about hiding the human people from the mean zombies, as the zombies thought we were just like them they didnt attack us or question us. i remember hurding loads of people into a little room that was like the bedroom of the lighthouse in battle royalle and telling them to stay quiet. sometimes bad zombies came past looking for them and i could feel them all holding their breathes and feeling fear in their stomachs. i went for a walk on the street and found that everyone else in the area and maybe the world was already a zombie, and i thought it wasnt so bad. i went back to the humans in the room to tell them that they might as well come out and be with us good zombies as there was no world for them outside but they would be fed by us and we would look after them. when i got to the room and opened the door the humans had gone and left a note thanking us, but they wanted to make their own way out into the world. the window was open and i felt really sad in my stomach as i hadnt wanted them to go out. they were the last humans and they were probably dead within minutes of leaving. it was a weird dream

misshacksall @ 2007-07-08T13:37:00

2007-07-08T12:38:02Z

DO THE D.A.N.C.E

misshacksall @ 2007-05-14T20:09:00

2007-05-14T19:09:57Z

I never understood Bjork's Hyper-Ballad until the last 10 months 3 days xxxxxx

misshacksall @ 2007-05-07T00:38:00

2007-05-06T23:38:52Z

waaaaa what a nice night! horray!

misshacksall @ 2007-04-24T17:39:00

2007-04-24T16:40:41Z

Every day and night
Every day and night
I can see your disco disco dick is sucking my heart out of my mind
I'm outta time
I'm outta fuckin time
I'm a gasoline girl with a vaseline mind, but
Wanna disco?
Wanna see me disco?
Let me hear you depoliticise my rhyme.
One! Two! Three! Four!
You got what you been asking for.
You're so policy free and you're fantasy wheels and everything you think
and everything you feel is alright, alright, alright, alright, alright.

I take you home, now watch me get you hot
You're just a parrot and you're screaming and you're shouting
More crackers please, more crackers please
You want what you want but you don't wanna be on your knees
Who does your... who does your hair?

Who took the bomb from the bombpalompalomp?
Who took the ram from the ramalamadingdong?
Who took the bomb from the bombpalompalomp?
Who took the ram from the ramalamadingdong?

How are you?
Fine, thank you.
How are you?
Fine, thank you.

You bought a new van the first year of your band.
You're cool and I hardly wanna say "not" because I'm so bored
that I'll be entertained even by a stupid, fucking linoleum floor, linoleum floor
Your lyrics are dumb like a linoleum floor
I'll walk on it
I'll walk all over you
Walk on it, walk on it, walk on, One, Two!

Who? Who? Who? Who?

Who took the bomb from the bombpalompalomp?
Who took the ram from the ramalamadingdong?
Who took the bomb from the bombpalompalomp?
Who took the ram from the ramalamadingdong?

See you later
See you later
See you later
See you later

Ive listened to this song for so long and never realised how silly these lyrics are. LOPL!

misshacksall @ 2007-04-24T17:34:00

2007-04-24T16:35:51Z

I like vanilla and I like sex
I ride the pony that I like best
I knew I that there was something I missed
I was fifteen when I first got kissed, before I knew about the equality way
I wanted to get laid to "Take my breath away"

misshacksall @ 2007-04-21T19:34:00

2007-04-21T19:07:05Z

oh my god what is up with how much today has sucked so far. I got up at ten and got ready to do stuff, then elisse said she was still at bluewater, so at 5 i rang again and she said it wasnt happening anymore. So that was sad, but celia was going to come round soon anyway so it would still be a fun day. But then celia isnt going to be here for like hours, and its nearly 8 now. everything hasnt worked out at all today. at least celia will be fun, but my god im so bored right now i cant stop crying, its like noone care about me. I know thats so self centred, but so far the whole day noone has rang me or text me to plan anything even though stuff was supposed to be going on. I havent even gone out today, at its a saturday. I havent seen anyone since like 9 this morning I feel so depressed and lame and shit. i want to see someone and do something i feel so lifeless. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAA

gloss up!

2007-04-05T22:34:05Z

I have had a pretty relaxing day today, which is just what the doctor ordered due to me having a cold and all, so probably a doctor would order this. I got up really late and the went to dinner with leesy and hung about with beatrice which was nice as they are both very lovely. So now i am pretty much at a loose end and i guess its late so i might as well go to bed. i havent spoken to matt all day which is crazy. i think i might go to bed. yeah guess i will, its about bedtime
NIGHT XXXXXXXXX

misshacksall @ 2007-03-18T19:13:00

2007-03-18T19:13:35Z

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know what to say here

2007-03-13T21:09:17Z

ive had such a horrible couple of hours. I went to get my haircut today at half 6, which was nice, i think it looks pretty cool, so me and mother went off to bluewater. She said shed buy me a present for passing my psychology exam and also cause of the whole "dad hitting me thing" the week before last. So we went into H & M and i found this beautiful dress. I mean beautiful, it was grey, simple cut with a high waist with a soft grey bow on, and crinkly soft material from the waist down. It was so delicate and lovely, and soft, it reminded me of a sort of cotton school uniform dress from when you were 4 or 5, or something Wendy would have worn in Peter Pan or something. So I tried it on in an 8. I took it into the changing rooms, and i could barely get it over my chest it was so tight. I pulled it down and it looked like shit. My breasts are so fucking stupid and big they were forced right up and the dress was so tight. I looked like some horrible drawing of some kind of 1920's whore. My mum was laughing and laughing and i didnt know what to say, i felt like crying. I just it would have fitted, i wish i wasnt so frumpy, with dumb wide hips and stupid big boobs. if they were smaller that dress would have been beautiful and soft and made me feel silly and childish, but instead i looked like some stupid sex doll tart with her tits out like a dumb fucking slag. I tried on a 10 and it was just the same, it fitted well on the body but the top half was horrible. My mum was saying "thats what men like, a busty girl", but i dont want to be some shit thing men leer at with her horrible boobs making her look so cheap. I couldnt even get it back off i felt so embarrassed i just cried in the changing room. Seriously i hate my figure so much right now. If i try on one more thing i like and my breasts ruin it, i swear ill take a knife to myself and do a DIY job

misshacksall @ 2007-03-12T22:33:00

2007-03-12T22:34:21Z

Today was alright. TIME FOR BED!

This song is well good

2007-03-03T10:17:37Z

What a jolly song!
I am in quite the good mood right now which is always a nice thing isnt it!? I could do many things today, maybe I will go to bluewater with the mother while she gets a haircut. This will be the most profitable for me, as mother is a generous woman on saturdays and I need some new eyeliner. I would quite like to see Samio today, but possibly she is busy with her friend Matt who gets her the presents alot.

I love it as it is very sunny today, its not that hot but the sun is really bright and shiny and Matt wil be home tonight so i am baking a happy suprise. I Hope he doesnt read this and ruin my bakey happy suprise, but im sure he will enjoy it all the same. Anyway, I am off to have a happy sunny bath and enjoy a jolly day thank you very much.

LOVE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

misshacksall @ 2007-03-01T10:55:00

2007-03-01T10:55:57Z

i am still sad due to yesterday. and my digital camera. I am so fucking disgusting

WEDNESDAY

2007-02-28T16:26:12Z

WHAT A LAME DAY. It was boring and shit, noone was cool. I was going to go to noodle time but thats the point? Ill spend a fiver just to somewhere else for an hour then go home. And tomorrow everyone is doing stuff and im not doing anything, how shit. 5 days to go I guess.

misshacksall @ 2007-02-26T21:21:00

2007-02-26T21:27:22Z

Nearly all my friends are on a diet and i guess i am too. Its not cool to be eating yummy food while everyone else is eating riveta and salad youknow, it makes me feel like a fat pig and that people are judging me. Today I had some ceral for breakfast which was low fat i believe. For break I had a nutrigrain bar (3.5g fat) for lunch i had a go ahead bar (3.6g), when i got home i went for a long jog then had another nutrigrain bar and had pasta for dinner. Later had weightwaters chews (1point) for a snack. My mum is on a diet too which is good for her but makes me feel worse for eating fatty things because now its like shes judging me too. Ive been kinda liminting what ive been eating for a few weeks and my mum said i looked thinner. She was probably just saying that but i hope its true. I wonder how much I weigh!

misshacksall @ 2007-02-16T21:21:00

2007-02-16T21:22:56Z

WHAT FUN ! WATCH MY IMAGINATION GO WIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!

misshacksall @ 2007-02-16T12:44:00

2007-02-16T12:45:21Z

Wednesday was my first valentines day with a valentine! and it was the nicest and best valentines day ever! Thank you MATTY !!!!!!!!

misshacksall @ 2007-02-11T09:17:00

2007-02-11T09:17:41Z

GOODABYE LONDON, I AM GOING TO BRISTOLLLLLLLL.
i think thats how you spell it. see you later! xxxxxxxxx

misshacksall @ 2007-01-21T22:09:00

2007-01-21T22:10:08Z

i hate coming home on sundays

blap

2007-01-20T10:10:07Z

Hey its 10.08am on saturday morning. I just woke up and nobody is in. Both cars are gone and there is no note! What a weird feeling to be totally alone when you wake up. I could do whatever I wanted right now. I think ill have a shower.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Oh how I cherish you mai lovee

2007-01-14T22:39:47Z

CONTENT

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CHOCOLOTTIE CHOCOLOTTIE CHOCOLOTTIE CHOCOLOTTIE CHOCOLOTTIE CHOCOLOTTIE CHOCOLOTTIE
CHOCOLOTTIE NIGHT! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

REM arnt just that annoying depressing group

2007-01-08T22:28:38Z

I was drinking tea and reading a book about psychology, same old same old, until I read a particularly interesting chapter on sleeping and why we need to sleep.
When we sleep and have Repetetive Eye Momement, this is when psychologists believe we dream. We think that we dream about events and ideas and memories we have had during the day, but studies have found that sounds we here while asleep or a sudden drop of temperature can effect and change our dreams. A psychologist discovered that when he sprayed participants with water while they were in the REM sleep stage their dreams involved something to do with water, like swimming or drowning. Also we are told that dreams last only a couple of seconds, but new evidence suggests our dreams may be slower, or possibly even in real-time.

REM sleeping is thought to be the time when our brains process our new memories of the day and delete old useless memories. If we are denied this type of sleep we can become more irratable and have a shorter attention span. We are also prone to more micro-sleeps, those 2 or 3 seconds when you shut your eyes and feel so tired you could just sleep right there, but you shake yourself up.

We also know that people can happily sleep for 2 hours to 8 hours if our bodies are given time to adjust, but if we have random sleep patterns, like different numbers of hours spent sleeping at different times we sleep less well, and sleeping during the day time allows us to sleep for fewer hours.

If cats are denied REM for long enough they become hyper-sexual, and later on, die. Which leads me to question:

Why do cats have to dream?

also lol I cant believe Luke Hammond got a boner in english reading poetry. that was never cool.

misshacksall @ 2007-01-04T22:50:00

2007-01-04T21:50:50Z

hello livejournal.
I AM BORED